hais.

kinda lazy to go band le.

tats y im here blogging.

sorry.

for the whole week aft work.

din go anywhere.

juz went home and nua.

have dinner.

watch tv.

slp.

tats my everydae life lor.

kinda boring.

but ok lah.

treat it take a rest lor.

somehow used to it ba.

waiting for next week.

any programme fo mi?

hmm..

since i did not go band.

am i going to work later?

60%-40% lor.

i wana go see doctor.

i think im sick.

hais.

coughed for the whole night while sleeping.

so irritated.

oh ya.

sth happened on thrus.

dee called mi in the morning to ask mi can i work on fri 9pm.

i juz sae no coz im tired lah pls lah.

den!

joey called mi in the evening.

ask mi the same qns.

of coz i sae no too.

DEN!!

jun call mi at night.

i noe she gg to ask the same qns.

i was kinda fed up.

i ans the call.

b4 she can sae anything.

i ask her izzit asking mi to work on fri.

i sae no!

den she juz sae 'ok lor bye'

hais.

i think my tone is too harsh.

i hurt her?

im hurt.

i caused it de.

im stupid lah.

she is jun leh.

not others.

y am i using tat tone?

argh!

i hate myself!

i wanted to call her back and sae sorry.

but i noe she's working she will sae she is busy to talk.

thinking of sms her.

but she always din reply my sms de.

so for the rest of tat night.

i felt so bad and guilty.

so in the end.

i decided to sms her saeing sorry and stuffs.

she reallie still din reply mi.

i reallie tot she angry wif mi.

i still think of the next dae to call her.

and dunno wat time she waking up.

coz i dun wana disturb her.

so made mi whole dae xin bu zai yen de work.

den finally!

she replied mi!!

aft 17 and 1/2 hrs.

i saw her msg i nearly cried.

in fact i did lah.

so touched to see her sms.

and i finally relieved.

thanx jun and reallie sorry for wat i had sae.

(: